MY AHA MOMENT

WHEN THE SECRET, EAT PRAY & LOVE, POSITIVITY AND MY FAITH IN GOD MET

WOW

Earlier I asked what's in a call...A call is when my friend Jakki put airtime specifically call me and we chatted for 50 min...and no we were not bitchin, gossipin, whining(especially me) we were sharing positive news as we forged each other admiring societies.
What's in a call...Is when at the stroke of midnight  to usher in Valentines Day a guy I met ages ago and neva bothered to play catch up calls and wishes me Happy Vals and talks til his credit runs out and no its not those 30 sec rushed calls.
What's in a call wen uve a CEO for a friend and u call him up and expect him have tym for u and pick up immediately and give u undivided attention then get miffed wen he doesnt pick up or even call up...guess wat he heading a company and every sec counts as he didnt make CEO by languishin...so wen he smses get bak to u u smile and value it more than ur stalker whom uve put on reject list and still cant shake off 2yrs down the line...
So wen I got the message of what's in a call I embarked on a self discovery journey as irestablished family links in Dec/Jan this past and its been AMAZIN...U CAN'T BUY SENSE OF BELONGIN...so spent tym doing chores and woke up one day and realized the weight is gone gosh no more comfort eating, im running around on errands for loved ones and wats more it's rainin MEN...KENYAN MEN...I then realized i was more confident and glowin from inside and it was on my face that no longer bore the tell tale signs of weary depression, sulleness, depression and was now dressin better and lookin better as weight is off so figure back, head up high...and my stylist Wachira is on point as Im now his MUSE.
So Ma other good friend Marie tell me we in Westlands, it past 7.30pm and says lets pop in...and c HIM AND GUESS WAT IVE GONE SAY THANK YOU...it Consolata Church...I now going in wit a smile to say thank you mainly...remember I still want that Honda CRV as finally I want to go for drivin lessons I was afraid off.
POSITIVITY then checks in as I am suddenly surrounded wit REAL people who know me for me I am no longer fronting, or living a lie...I am now grounded with a past, present and future...so pple around me will not expect wat I cant give as they know my limitations...I can now say NO as ME comes first...so ME tym is tantamount...
POWER OF ATTRACTION...my travel bug as u know started wit takin my 18yr old bro to sch...boardin...then the 3 provinces got cross go home...now my PROJECT BABY...
POWER OF ATTRACTION...i c myself inn lights i always go for the dramatic...I love the sound of my voice...I want to produce...Tyler Perry is my model  he was livin in a car wen creating...so I got do beta as I have a roof over my head...
DO YOU FEEL ME...
Most of all EAT PRAY LOVE...My passion for cookin good real food is back and I am creating...effortlessly, I am more openminded but ask God to help me navigate the dating world and help me separate the ruff from the GEM...and I Know He there for me as I am no longer wasting time on dead end meaningless undefined spaces...clande, chips funga etc...I am beta than that...for now got go and let U PROCESS...WUD LOVE HEAR FROM U